There is no unscrambling that kind of thinking. She is lost. A judge in Texas whom I grew up with was a good friend until I visited her, while we were both in college, and she was completely different. She was high the whole time; her best friend was a gay guy and super liberal. I was in the arts, so it was not unusual for many of my classmates to be gay. Yep, she is a judge right now in Texas. They are lost.