This pain in my body is burning so bad and caused me to become emotionally unstable to the point of feeling crazy. It’s literally ruined my life. But I trust God had a plan. There is no pain without purpose. I wonder why. I don’t want to post this to X because I don’t want to bother anyone or make people think I’m begging for attention. It’s so bad. I ruined what mattered most to me. I can’t work out. I can’t relax. I pray there is better on the horizon that God will heal what has been broken. I feel so lost.
I too have lost my loves
because of pain...
Gardening, pulling weeds, mowing, golfing, decorating any activity is an exhausting chore.
I've decided to do 5-10 minutes of something then stop, rest and talk with The Lord.
Then I'm gonna try another 5-10 minutes of something.
Small steps at a time and gonna get the Beef Organ Complex.
