thank you Kat for your calming statement. i am so calm i cannot believe it. its finally here. just around the corner. my husband finally can see that i am who i said i was a few years ago. he only just put up with it and would walk away.. not dealing at all. of course i can tell but he said no for years i think finally today he realised this is not a movie but real life going on and hes going to have to put his big boy pants on to keep himself together. its how hes handled himself his whole life. told him i cannot do it for him.he must to it himself or hes going to have a lot to deal with,only him alone can deal with all we have learned that is fake.let it go.. MEL Lawson 777 is blow this meme and glad to see it.. i listen every day to her. straight to the point. it also compares beautifully with consciously Erin each day while reading the schumann findings. it is amazing that the science of the schuman is relating totally to the readings from mel correlate perfectly every day.