I don’t know what’s happened to me. I used to be so happy and funny, poke jokes at people, be fierce and a force of truth. My life has been turned upside down. I hurt the woman I love when I used to be so gentle. My body is in pain 24/7. My nerves are shooting off with pain everywhere in my arms. I have nightmares all the time, I cry. I miss who I was and what I had in love. I never wanted to act like a monster or lose my sense of peace🥺😭

Hun, have you found Jesus yet? He's waiting for you.

Jesus Christ is my savior and King. I place my hands on his feet and worship without reservation. I cry in his name.