I was, its becoming dark tho. I really feel like im going to fuck some ppl up and i hate this feeling. but lord be with the fool who gets my wrath, its been a long time coming. maybe I should get back on my meds...

I do not know what meds you take, but if you feel better on them, then by all means yes! Try to find a silver lining and the positive! Maybe try something new or a hobby, and when you feel this way, why not get out and take a walk or do some exercise? And Find God, prayer or talking to him can help! It is what I can suggest.

God knows about it, even he does nothing....thats where im at.