intrinsic and developed. i was a quiet shy person.. never heard or saw me. i was what i would call the observer of life.. then i became a nurse cause i wanted to help people.(not a good choice of professions in the end but not the help part. i was effective in that part- the medical part was the bad part. i mean). so then i tried to tell people what they need to do instead of listening and letting them figure it out by themselves with maybe some suggestions if they wanted them.. now as i ascend i can see that this formed a block instead of help. its been hard as my thought was helping. their thought was control or they were stupid. that was never my thought of them..change is good. thought i would offer a rationale for both reasons..