I read your "sweet dreams" posts every night. These days, after losing my dad to pancreatic cancer in August, only 5 weeks from his diagnosis, it's getting harder and harder to have those sweet dreams as I'm finding myself in a constant battle with myself and every aspect of my life, now missing a HUGE part of it. Some nights I'm only wanting heaven to be the place I go to next to be reunited with my dad again 💔