and you dont believe Trump is not aware of these things?? start believing in him as all and more beautiful awakenings of our lives and spirit will happen. i cannot imagine going thru all this himself and failing in the long run? he is not a quitter. nor are his people. understand you do not know (nor do i - i just know he is doing it all) exactly how he works (in magical ways) but has he ever not failed to get it done? no. why now? your fear of not knowing the future? you alone each are responsible for your future. make a plan. make it good. make it positive to you yourself. God listens. you know that.. i recommend you look inward to your soul and being as to why anyone would question your feelings after all this time?? there is a process.. thy will be done.. i promise cause HE promised!! have a beautiful rest of your day..God bless

that explains what is happening to you. nothing good at home.. i am sorry for that. no positives.. but try to find something positive even if a smile from someone you say hi to, a hug to your mom with love, a hug to your kids and grand kids and how good it feels.. small little things that might give you some hope. know that asking God for blessings of something light for you during a day and wait for it. he knows you are suffering. share it with him.. hes waiting for you to ask. and you know what? there are lots of people who can pray for you here to help lift that doom from your darkened door. i will ask you to do something else for yourself.. stay away from anything that fogs your thinking.. if it isnt positive. stay away as that is what is assisting you to stay down.. i am glad you shared your sorrow with us. WE are here to get you on a positive path... you are already a beautiful soul . now be a happy beautiful soul... one moment at a time..God bless and keep you..