I guess that's why I've always been considered the "odd bod", cos when I do all of those things.
I'm trying to lighten the load for others.

Stop it immediately - lighten your own load

But . . . . . I haven`t got one.
I unloaded mine 20-30 years ago,

I`ve been through numerous very close deaths, massive trauma and life changing experiences.

Every time I came out unscathed, or so I thought.
because you couldn`t see the wounds and injuries, they were all internal.

Now I`m in a position to help others.

And that my friend is success- making back from the depths of life to help others is what its all about
You have the gratitude that only comes by severe emotional trials
God Bless you