i think we would have to rent a whole state for us all to get together... we are massive.. we will be able to be together in some way i hope. as i call you all my best friends who ive never met but feel closer to than family.... thats the truth.. do you know what a pleasure it is to speak openly and freely with people who understand you/ i h truly have no one i can talk to.. and why i spent too much time here.. i feel like i am home when i am here... God bless you all