I'm threatened every single day that I'm about to be kicked out of this house but it doesn't happen. I'm so weirded out right now. The constant stress of potentially being homeless day after day is frazzling my nerves. My parents refuse to pay attention. They want to turn me over to the beast machine for petty tickets I owe money on because I've been too crippled and absorbed in the mission to take care of myself or make any money. I'm trapped. I can't even go vote because I'm scared they'll find some random warrant and try to arrest me. I'm traumatized. I've been locked up too many times and I would rather die than go back to jail or the crazy hospital. 😭