What a good question!!!

Im tired of Earth! Do I HAVE to come back? - KRYON - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fH9CkrZFPk

I wasn’t happy about this one
Didn’t eat for my first 4 days

My mom said they tricked her. They told her she would remember everything! She doesn't want to come back to Earth again, she told me long before she passed.

I have no doubt
Must have me too

Im 43 and feel 500

I wake up exhausted and go to bed like it’s time to start the day

Have always felt exhausted and like I've had enough of this world ever since a young child

My soul has had enough

My first bible school classes when I first learned about the rapture my first thought was I hope I don’t live through that

My life has been mostly unimpactful
But I'm here for some reason

Don’t see myself volunteering for this
At least not who I am now

if you dont mind i will add something that might help. i was the same way my whole life.. had really no close friends. people hardly even knew me.. i was a quiet child but it never bothered me.. i did only good things in my life cause that is how i lived. i had good parents. they never had to scold me.. not bragging by any means. i just didnt do wrong. not sure why as i was ever made to feel bad about anything.. nothing made sense.. i was always tired. the last one in the school as i ran all the way.. could stay up all night without a problem and when i finally did fall asleep when i got 12 hours sleep i was exhausted too.. see a commonality. you are still young. are you content in your life. doing what you want. do you feel theres something ut there for you? me too.not until i was almost 50 did it happen.. i woke up. life didnt change then but i was more content.. still knowing there was something else for me. what was it?? Trump and finding out i was a starseed. i had a future..

No im unhappy and broke af
I could go on spilling it out but
Nothing i have ever wanted or wanted to work out has
Obviously god has different plans for me and I just seem to be along for the ride
Not trying to complain here but something has to work out once at least
It’s been a bitter cold hard lonely rode
My sister who’s in to all the astrological stuff tells me im alone though married because no one is on my page and when speaking I make people feel stupid even though they’re billionaires and im dirt poor
My intelligence and common sense is beyond what most people experience
Not claiming I know it all far from it
I’m the first one forgetting and the last one inviting even to family events
Oh well such is life for some
Even with Jesus at my side and god behind me im exhausted
My real name translates to teacher and is a word over 10k years old and day to day I do try to live up to it
Life is a lonely journey
Even on social media I come last

Oh well enough b