Good post.. I beleive in the plan... but some days I loose faith but that correlates to how close on my tail corrupt entities are and how many battles I am losing that I thought Id never have to fight....

Its fear... fear that I wont get to see the plan actualised and that I will become a part of the collateral damage and wont get to enjoy freedom as I dream it to be with my son... and the chickens... and the cat and the Dog... and the horse....

Its not a place i enjoy being in and I berate myself for how I come across...