Indeed!
I have known for over 3 decades.
I tried telling people lke all do when they first realize the truth.
I arrived at the same place - carrying that profound knowledge of evil around with me knowing that it does no good trying to get the blind to see.
Those that simply do not want to know will not accept until the black box of illusion and magic (tell a vision) says so.
What pitiful irony.
I am tired in my bones and my heart remains broken with this knowledge.