I agree with you I am just like you. We have to create distance from what we see It is all so terrible, & especially so when we dont feel well. You are on a mission. yOU KNEW THIS BEFORE YOU WERE BORN. The other day I heard someone say "Observe", but dont absorb. I think we are all learning to have more faith. You are so much stronger than you know. Soon the truth will come out for everyone and we have to help them. At least we had the opportunity to learn about the terrible things going on, slowly, so we could handle it better. Imagine hearing this all at once. We have to take control of our minds and let it wander off with thoughts that upset us. I keep thinking about how thing are going to be and it makes me happy. I daydream about it. i also think about people that come to Earth and have trouble. We planned our lives ahead of time, and chose our life for whatever reason. And we can always call on the angels to be with us and comfort us. Many blressings!