i knew i was different and alone my whole life. quiet shy, never spoke. i was the observer. when investigating star seeds it mentioned those who observe and at night while sleeping your spirit goes back above to tell what you saw for the day. i was always tired upon awakening and not a morning person ever. that explains it!! ha ha.. no. i was intuitive with no knowledge as i thought everyone saw and felt what i felt. of course now my intuition is wild . it can be a godsend or a curse as i see things and outcomes.. they all think i am nuts.. so i guess i know better now.. there are many of us drawn together for this change. i am so excited about this. to be blessed with my life. never easy or given to me but learned a lot just by being who i was as are you dear friend... i enjoy your posts.. dont understand gematria . the process yes but not a critical thinker but more of a definer of the truths. so lucky to be here..