Hello 👋 home planet, it has been awhile.
I have been trying to get in for quite a few weeks now,
But for some reason I am unable to access using G.C.
I downloaded a new browser tonight and was finally able to
To successfully get back 🔙 in...thank God!

It's been feeling rather ghetto and 🗑️ trashy over there in X.
I sit and question where all the good, moral, believers in Christ, Q, spirit, and God have went off too. I sit back and cry 😢 some days cos it appears that that area has turned into some sort of space 🌌 trash zone where monsters, creatures of the night, and very lost souls go to not become closer in alignment with the teachings of Christ, but instead do the complete opposite of the teachings we have learned throughout the years...

I have spent countless days over there again and again with hardly any sort of team participation at all and it really does start to feel like I'm the only one left alone on this earth 🌎 without anything but my trust and faith in God.

I have exhausted my efforts over there at this point and tbh I'm sick of being limited in text box too, the inability to freely type and flow and with such darkness and wicked energy lurking over there...I don't want to just freely give away energy and something so sacred and real and true in light 🕯️, in spirit, in pure unconditional love 💕 when nothing even respects my presence to begin with.

Tonight was my last straw.
When I went to post an image created,
It is beautiful, happy, full of just sheer love and innocence,
And I got a warning label added to my account because either something reported it, my account is being attacked, or they really don't want us spreading the good news of God, love, friendship, family values, spirituality over there or really anywhere.

Seems like silencing at every attempt.
Been banned 🚫 on FB for discussing the beautiful ❤️ gift 🎁 of saving our energy and strength for relationships that uplift, inspire, and produce good vibes.

Prior to that, on Truth social I was banned for posting specifically about spirit animal:Sea otter 🦦...it's like I spend all this time building and really enjoying being present daily through passion, love and just overall desire to show up in my own unique way and creative visionary process and always keep that lamp 🪔 deep withing glowing bright, not just for myself, but to also help others along the way who may be struggling.

I thought sitting in the storm together playing 🎴 fun games like color coding, or seeing how many dots we could connect before it goes silent in a single thread would be cool. So many fun ideas 💡 shared through this last year...but always having to start brand new, not knowing where those I have truly bonded with will land or if they will land back here...

But the word HOME has been calling me for sometime now...
And now I know why X was a battleground, a transitionary process in the full picture of things and we aren't meant to get stuck there.

I think during this sheety economy and uncertain times we face in just the overall world structure in current modern day...it is actually unfair to drawn in an audience then charge them to post content and then have a carrot 🥕 above their heads saying oh you can earn money if you stay here via ad revenue ...

First of all, I don't post my content to make money or charge anyone for my time. I am present daily because of my own free will and tbh typing and reaching out even if I am just posting alone on my page 📄 has done wonders for my spiritual journey and healing process through trauma.

Second, coding/decoding is a deep rooted passion of mine and it is my honor and pleasure to help those who actually do wish to learn a form of calm/meditation and diving 🤿 into their own unique inner standing of the world around them, for them, and love them freely in this way just by sharing my work.

Not because I am being proud or boastful, but because of how it has seriously made

A huge impact upon this intense level of trauma and cleansing deep rooted experiences in abuse, anxiety, ADHD etc...i figure if I can openly just show up authentically as me, if one person so happens to come along and think woah 😳 now that is something I could apply ...or if I can help a person struggling, maybe going through a similar situation feel not so alone or unheard, I want to leave that light on always...

But the ungrateful and lack of disrespect and discipline I have witnessed on most every other platform is to be honest heartbreaking and I never knew how much of a sacred and not scary place this was until I left this place...where I NEVER ever seen any of that offering...yea I'm sure there are bad eggs mixed into the bunch everywhere...but I do remember that people respected one another here and it was honestly the best social media platform I have been on...

I had this sort of hope in my heart, that by going to X and completely leaving home property..I would see and defend all in some way, form or fashion, show perspective, empathy, compassion for all and seek to help nobody feel so alone in their struggle...I had this vision that if I just stayed the course and led by example, instead of people further seeking to divide ➗ they would come 🫴✨ in closer to the light and enjoy a vibe, love, a warm welcome, non judgement...just friendship and laughter and a good time to study the Bible together or other books etc...and openly discuss...

I found nothing over there, just myself...and I mean at the end of the day that isn't necessary a bad thing because each day that passes, the closer I became one with Christ, God, and found a sense of who I truly am without outside validations...but I do, my dream is community, safe from dirt, Nonscence, lies, and filthy drama, and immorality that defies God.