I miss her love tremendously. Questions about my day. Interest. Excitement. Laughter. Syncs. While starting from the basics is needed, it’s hard because you wonder if that person doesn’t trust you anymore. If they don’t, You wonder if they will somehow turn around and start to love you again. I won’t worry. Just pray. I know the pain I felt just last week was much worse. Small steps matter. Above all God’s will matters so I pray I am doing his will every day. 🖤🤍

I pray she is doing OK too Par. Waiting for something to happen is not in my nature. I want to just ask away instead of giving “space”. I understand the need to heal. But I also wonder if I am doing something wrong. She is so beautiful and her absence from here makes me sad as well. Twitter is wonderful and full of friends but home is where the heart is. It’s like a dog that gets separated from its best friend.