boom. thst is me. everything she said is me!! we see things differently and things such as love doesnt mean what the others are saying (to compromise their actual feelings? politically correctness?-duh) i get it.. theyre trying but its just not working ---- with me.. all relationships right now are strained for me.. even my upcoming wedding anniversary of 56 years! hes in another world and even tho he reads it just doesnt compute!! he says he gets it to keep from arguing or challenging but i see thru it.. that part he doesnt get either even tho i have told him i am intuitive and sense things he would never sense. ever!.. very frustrating.. he even refuses to go to "alternative media" in a fear type attitude that he denies he has.. of note i have seen this is the way he handles everything our whole marriage but how it was handled by his always worked. i tolerated it... now?? its just not working... our future is unknown and i am sad about that also... we shall see