Hang in there Hope. I feel the same way, but I am NOT going to let the evil win. I am so tired of the mass formation that seems to have affected over 90% of the population. You know you can find us smart, strong people here who support you. In the end God wins. I don't know if you believe, but that is what has gotten me through so far. Not easy, but we are starting to win. Bit by bit. No fear!