Yeah don't say that and especially don't do anything about it.
I love my dog like that too, people SUCK so I got a family but the dog gets me.
There's a reason for all this shit and if you do anything rash you'll wish you hadn't.
For one thing, it's a sin, and you'd be damning yourself to hell.
For the other, you're just living this life on earth, shitty as it all is, to catch a message and you can't catch it if you're dead.
When my mama died i told my husband, it feels like a part of me died. It feels impossibly painful but girl, you gotta let that shit linger a while and then pull yourself up by your bootstraps and I KNOW you will. Just let it pass right now without you making any big plans for the future just yet. Simmer down, God's got You.
Love you much and sending you more psychic hugs.
PS I need you here