Stop bothering yourself with other people's feelings.
Sharks are born swimming.
Refocus.
If you hurt, find a physically taxing something to do. Pain changes behaviour.
if you think you have nothing left in you, you are wrong. Go help a charity, preferably Veterans. You will find out real quick what nothing means.
Finding your answer in pinterest and/cosmopolitan stock pics is definitely not your answer.
Yesterday doesn't matter, you already did that... the question is,what's up tomorrow? Nothing? Find something then. Stop avoiding family and people if you are... no goo comes from this.
Feel like it's an empty house? Good. Now you can take control. Scared? Good. It's a chance to do better and feel comfort.
You. Will. Not. Fail.
Get off your dang sm and look around.
That thing that is better is waiting for you, be there.
The Lord forgives our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.