A GREAT BURDEN CAN BE LIFTED WHEN WE SEE CHOICES BEING MADE.
THIS IS HAPPENING IN REAL TIME AND YOU KNOW WHAT ----ITS OK... THE END WILL NOT BE FOR EVERYONE.

INNER-STANDING THOSE CHOICES WILL ELIMINATE MY FRUSTRATION IN THINKING I HAVE TO TEACH OR MAKE PEOPLE SEE SOMETHING THEY SIMPLY DO NOT WANT TO SEE.... IT'S OK ....

I GOT IT ALL WRONG ....... THEY ARE NOT LAZY BECAUSE THEY DO NOT WANT TO DO THE WORK OR RESEARCH - THEY MADE THEIR CHOICE AND WHO AM I TO JUDGE THAT OR TAMPER WITH THAT.... ?

MAYBE ITS MY LAST STRUGGLE WITH EGO... AS IF - I FEEL LIKE I FAILED - NO NO NO .... WHATEVER KNOWLEDGE I SHARE - ITS NOT UP TO ME WHO WANTS TO SEE IT....... I JUST PUT IT OUT THERE ...and that should be enough..

WHAT I PUT OUT THERE WILL BE RETURNED WITH THE KNOWLEDGE OF SOMEONE ELSE'S WORK I CAN LEARN FROM. .... ITS THE COLLECTIVE EFFORT FOR A COLLECTIVE CONSCIENCE.. MY EGO GOT IN THE WAY AND I DIDN'T REALIZE.. I WAS BLOCKING THAT ... WORKS BOTH WAYS I SUPPOSE....