Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.
Trying to unplug this evening & watched the movie Dog. Recommend it. Afterwords, PRIME advertisement for The Sound of Freedom came up. Clicked it to watch, but 5 minutes in, as the Dad is on the bus going back to pick up his kids, I turned it off. My gut told me they would not be waiting for him.
Made it all thru adulthood by burying shitso deep it never saw the light of day. I was hollow, but I functioned. The last 3 years have eroded close to 50 years from me. It’s really not fair. There is no one in my life interested in pulling out the broken shards of an 11 year old girl, so I need them to stay buried.
Capeesh?
How are survivors supposed to take another year or two of this? I am raw as I have been in 35 years.
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Jesus is the only answer regardless of what we go through in life. He is the one that will see you through.
The Lord is my Shepherd I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me by Stillwaters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the path of righteousness, for his names sake.
Yay, though I walked through the valley of the shadow of death. I will fear no evil for thou art with me thy rod and the staff they comfort me.Thou prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies. My cup runs over. surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall well in the house of the Lord forever.
Read each of those words carefully.
I know who I am in God. All I have to do is hide myself in Him. He has never failed me and I know He never will. He is the only way to get through life.
The human being will never be empty with Jesus in their heart.
