My parents are treating me bad. They won't get my prescriptions that I need for my knee pain. I just had knee surgery less than a month ago. I am still in BAD PAIN. I am being forced to sit here with no medicine. I have no way to go to town to get it and no money.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have nobody on my side. If I died I don't think anyone would even care. My mom told me she "fucking hates me" the other day. I have nothing to give. Nobody around to talk to. Just alone. Sorry I'm not decoding but I've had my heart broken for the last time. Yall don't even seem to notice that I'm not doing any decodes. So fuck it. I've never felt so hurt. I need medicine. I need family. I need love. 😓

I mix topical lidocaine and topical DMSO 50/50 and apply. Make sure to not let ANYTHING touch that area for a couple of hours, whatever touches that area will soak in deep so be careful. That includes your hands, so wear gloves or use something to apply to prevent it from getting on your hands (I used the swab that I mixed it up with to apply). The DMSO brings the absorption rate of the lidocaine from about 5% to upwards of 25%. I get some sun on the area right after application. If you get a bad skin reaction wash the area with water and use less DMSO the next time.

Also - do what you can to bolster your immune system while healing.

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