When things seem uncertain, your mind can dip into the 'what-ifs' creating all kinds of crazy doubts in what you know / feel to be true. It's normal to go there, but try not to let it get the best of you and definitely try not to stay in that place too long.

Deep down you know or you wouldn't still be here. Take a breather, get centered again...you've got this.

Girl- you hit the nail on the head with the busyness of the Christmas holidays. It can get overwhelming and the anxiety of this plan unfurling at a pace of a snail is quite nerving. But I hope the same for you Kim! I’m sure you’re missing our mutual buddy and the many LOLs he had given us. Merry Christmas Kim!

Thank you!
and definitely missing him, too, but i have faith :)