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Feeling defeated today. Went over MRI results for my neck pain with my PCP. I need to see an orthopedic surgeon now. I blame the cancer meds. for some of my problems. Also age. I’m in my early 50’s. I was already into my treatments before I started this journey down the rabbit holes. Wish I would have known about everything beforehand. Not sure what to do about it now. Been suffering from pain for a few yrs now. Might have to retire soon & I’m not ready for that.
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Pro bono for the children. Empath super power. Following our missing children since 2015. Due Process Auditor.Fed tort case # 7:22-CV-178-FL
You might have to reinvent yourself. If you retire for a while you might be able to move into something different. I was put on medical disability at 39 years old. I feel ya ❤️ 🙏
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Sorry you went through that. I was thinking the same thing.
You're a caterpillar about to transition into a butterfly!
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