Something has happened in the last week. Within me, I mean.

I drove myself to the hospital yesterday. With tunnel vision, disorientation, pressure in in my skin, feeling like I was in a globe of observation and not being able to put two words together, I tried to keep my concentration just so I could make it to the ER. I was certain that I must be going through a stoke. My bloodwork came back fine, as did my CT scans of my head. Everything was ruled out and then I was treated for the migraine I wound up with. After 7 hours, I was sent on my way. Never any signs of these symptoms before any migraines I’d ever had previously, I’m still suspicious of what this could be.

I’ve even so much as thought maybe I’d died and now became an observer of my own life. A spectator so to speak. Questioning whether this or that is real. I’m begging for answers or input.

Help.