I feel you, brother. I’m just as tired as you are. But God gave us an unusual power to never give up. Being born deaf in a hearing world is not an easy fest. Of course, I had my days where I just want to throw the towel and call it done. Yet, I know God is not done with my journey and tell me to keep going even it hurts. The pain we endure during this strange time will show how strong, loving, caring, and human we are. I will pray for you, my friend. Praying for strength, love, clarity and all calmness. I love you. God bless!