Glad you made the right decision. I to found myself in the same place. It was just like the punisher movie at the end. Except I didn’t see my wife, kids or anyone I knew I saw someone smiling at me me. I recognized them from a store. Still don’t know the persons name but if it wasn’t for them I wouldn’t be here today. All it took was a smile from someone I didn’t even know to make a difference in my life. You never know what is going on in a persons life they can look completely normal while their world is crashing around you. You are not alone in this fight.