Older & wiser. Have the scars to prove it.
You may not know now how much your prayers for fellow Patriots & Anons affect their livesβ¦ as for myself, I will say I feel others I have never seen cheering me on. Maybe, because of the absence of anyone awake in my particular circle of people & the resulting shunning, ridicule, mocking & anger that came from my unrelenting attempts to get people to thinkβ¦maybe, in that darkness the pure light of the prayers of fellow laborers who also carry the liberating burden of truth come thru with a clarity not found in more benevolent situations. While being an awakened person among our individual collectives is not physically dangerous (hopefully), as say, the front line warriors, it has had that particular cruelty of making us all but repulsive to family & friends, which is a torment on a level of its own. It can eat you alive from the inside out. Which, brings me back to the support of fellow Anons.
NEVER stop praying for those who are elbow to elbow with you in the digital world.
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Dear Anon friends,
I've been fortunate to have seen that praying works and that our God is merciful and loving.
I need some mercy now because for over two weeks, I've been getting worse and worse.
Terrible pain so bad that I cannot sleep and all kinds of heavy-duty Lyme symptoms.
I'm at a point that I don't know what to do - been hoping that I'd get some relief but every day I feel I'm getting worse.
I'm on a protocol where I may be killing spirochetes and other infections, so I could be herxing. A giant Herxheimer reaction and in that case, it's a good thing for it means this protocol is killing the infections.
Anyway, I feel a little better just writing this.
Thank you all - I really do love you!
Prayers for healing! πππ