Yes it is LOVE in the beginning and in the end... I lived this scene, sitting next to my husband on the couch in our dream home just built on our wooded 21 acres we thought we had it all...trying to help him and he just wanted to lay his head back and took his last breaths...a part of me went with him. It takes time for that part to heal. Be patient with yourself, take care spiritually and physically. Keep going... happiness and LOVE are through our Lord Jesus Christ in His Holy Spirit Amen