I’m not looking for sympathy or even support, but I have to get this off my chest and the only one I really talk to “God” is the one I’m trying to get over on. For the past few weeks I’ve been contemplating suicide, it being a sin and not being able to repent, but for the life of me (no pun intended), I can’t find a loophole. So I guess I’ll just have to live with it for now.