Can't seem to stop crying this morning. 😢 It's my first birthday since my daddy died 2 months ago and the first birthday I won't get a happy phone call from him. Trying to snap out of it so went for a walk even though it's already 107 degrees today and put VK's playlist on random play. Then what song comes on? "Tears in Heaven" by Eric Clapton, it's THE song that has reminded me of dad since he died and of all the songs that one comes on. My dad LOVED music. I didn't even realize that song was on VK's playlist, gonna have to check the number now. ;)

I was just walking down the sidewalk sobbing and listening to this song and a hummingbird starts flying next to me, like it was walking with me. Hummingbirds were my dad's favorite. I seem to see them when I think about him. Felt like dad joined me for a walk this morning and was wishing me Happy Birthday in a way I'd receive. Always looking for signs.

Thanks@VincentKennedy for this morning's "random" playlist song, I needed it. 💗