My communication skills are rather weak, so for that I'm sorry. It's very difficult sometimes for me verbalize anything. I will sometimes go days not hearing my own voice. But I'm trying really hard to do my best to communicate what I'm thinking or feeling, I try to say the right things, but I do seem to fall a bit short of that quite often. I wish I could be as eloquent as our fren Martin but sadly I am not. Forgive me when I stumble over my words, try to be patient with me...I was abused in ways that speaking up would garner more punishment so going quiet when I messed up was a safety mechanism and so now every time I try to speak up it's a direct act of courage on my part. Try not to get too frustrated with me I know I can be such a pain at times but I promise you I'm trying, ok? 🤍

Prayers for peace and comfort for you! You are fine as you are! We are happy you are here! If you have suffered trauma that makes it hard to express yourself; a good book to help take away the trauma: The Healing Code, by Dr alex Loyd: available at Thrftbooks: https://www.thriftbooks.com/w/the-healing-code-6-minutes-to-heal-the-source-of-your-health-success-or-relationship-issue_ben-johnson_alexander-loyd/247929/?resultid=d0ca648d-3dd3-45b8-b399-aed767319a24#edition=7486530&idiq=6462024