Imagine how we feel in England & the other parts of the UK, I have no heating or running water because my boiler is not worker, I have no spare money 4 repairs only 2 keep the roof over my head, food & petrol in the car 4 emergency purposes, I'm a chronically ill widow, & student of life, I try 2 stay positive it helps because I'm learning Hollistic practices at college, but struggling at times, frustrated with supposed information being given out I've had at times had 2 walk away from this. Its bad enough I've lost a part of my family along this path, as well as frowned upon 4 not taking the jabs, I'm exhausted physically everyday from this heavy feeling in our atmosphere, I've had weird sensations in my head & body & wonder what's going on I keep trying 2 meditate, & take time 2 ground myself & bring my energies back. It just getting harder & harder 2 do around people who are also in the same predicament sad that a paper payment restricts what we can achieve in our day 2 day living
I'm trying so very hard but it's getting seriously demoralizing for me & many around me that are in the same boat, I've always been the one everyone came to, the strong one, but this is seriously crap, I've a disabled son who struggles with his mental health, he recently asked to come back home because he was struggling. My twins are both on medication struggling with their issues one has OCD, the other & my disabled son have ADHD, none are medicated all have chosen councilling therapy to manage their symptoms. I'm shattered, & broke and I never thought I'd be in this position I've always planned & saved for the future, what a waste of time that has been. Exhausted patriot, on her knees🙏❤️
