I am coming to terms with the fact that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life and there is no real left anywhere in this world...So now I just wait and bust my ass until...God decides the end of the world...I just wait because I have nothing better to do...My ex kidnapped my kids after hitting me...My house is gone...it's just me on my own and society and my world, the friends I love, who don't see me...just want to push me away instead of knowing me...mad that I spend time on the internet...