Anyone else have worry lately?

I'm not a person who worries.
Now it seems every little thing puts a pit in my stomach. It is awful and has been going on for a month now. Don't know where it's coming from. Feel I'm being attacked by something.

Then just found out a 23 year old neighbor boy I watch grow up from age 2 committed suicide!
He used to call me his 2nd mom 😭
ALL kinds of emotions there. YIKES!

Please send me some good vibes, my name is Diane

Love you all