Good morning!

Sharing some thoughts...

I'm receiving threatening texts from an unstable woman named Beckie. She told me I should kill myself last night.
Nothing but toxicity from many.

Why don't you get VK to give us more answers plz. Why won't he tell us who these cats are?

Let's go VK

I'm sorry that's happening to you, L.
No one deserves that.

I think only VK can answer that. My opinion is that I'm sure he knows, but doesn't know most of it. From what I've been told, lots of it happening behind the scenes.

Plus you know he's a big believer in free will and letting people figure things out on their own. Don't want to speak for him, but it could be a bigger part of it.

Regardless, it's a bummer for sure. We don't all have to agree, trust each other, or like each other, but we should be able to at least treat each other with respect. recognize we are all connected here for a reason and that matters. This journey is hard enough without all of the bullshit.

I don't deserve this anymore. I've got PROOFS from military for YEARS NOW so I'm not swayed by any of this. Blind people who refused to put the work in can't change my mind. I know what Shane has shown me. A whole new world that most cannot see. I stay firm in that too. Everyone has seen my proofs. Nothing anyone can tell me otherwise. I had visions and dreams and military and VK & Shane guiding me this whole time. It's time VK steps in and helps us fill in some gaps because at this point his silence is just wrong. I'm sorry I will not keep going in circles. He could fix it all with one tweet. I've been spit on this whole time and now it's ramping up even more with threats. I haven't done anything wrong to anyone either. Just gave and gave and gave of all my time trying to show what Shane has shown me. I don't have any money and I never have. These people want to attack before they even see the whole thing and they're gonna feel bad later. There's more going on here. Thx Kim. 💓

I totally get where you are coming from. I've seen things, too, as you know. Been around ya and others for a long time.
The truth is none of us know the full truth. I just think it's necessary to speak up as that's what i feel is right at this moment.
you have to do the same for yourself
we can all navigate this alongside each other remaining true to ourselves and what we believe.
you shouldn't stop doing what you are doing based on what someone else tells you. that's why I am always hesitant to share bc I never want to sway or influence someone's decisions or thoughts. it's up to each of us to discern what is right for us.
regardless, i hope you know even though you and i have had our ups and down, I'm never against you. I respect you and your time, dedication and passion for what you believe in. always have.

It's time we all get on the same page and demand some real answers as a TEAM rather than beat around the damn bush. There's real people hurting here and I thought our fuckin slogan was FAMILY IS EVERYTHING. Well family gives guidance. Family helps one another. This leaving everyone to figure out the madness themselves is not right. Let's show what we know. I've been trying to show. Never gave up. I don't sugarcoat and I don't code everything in cute animal videos. I'm REAL and to the point. Why can't everyone be that way? I'm broken and hurting. And not a WORD from our "family" about it. Selective on who gets love and who is left in the cold. It's still a fucking popularity game for many. I gave my entire life to this. Time for answers or I will just fuck off for good. Like I said, I don't deserve this.

FAMILY IS EVERYTHING 💖

Lauren, what is it exactly you need help with? Many of us here are hurting, some more than others. If there is anything you need I/we are here for you. You need to let us know. God bless. 💛

I live with my parents who HATE ME. Unable to work because I'm crippled and in pain all the time and doctors won't help me nor will the government. I have no income, my car is falling apart, and I'm alone all the time. What don't I need help with? Lol
Thank u for caring about me my friend. 💖

God knows I understand. I'm going in this Monday for an injection in my lower back. I can hardly walk right now. I can only help w/$$. Are you still on Venmo. The last time I sent fiat I received it back a month later. Please pray for me this injection works so I can get back on a truck. I'll resend what I sent and hopefully it won't be returned! After I get back to work I'll be able to help you with more $$ if it still exists. I hang onto the hope for med beds to be released, soon. Love you dear one. 💖

You're so kind Ramon. You've always been a friend to me and it means everything. I'm grateful for help. If you can manage it. It would turn my life around quickly. It's hard to function like this. I'm close to giving up on everything. My venmo is@lmbtakespics and thank you for your help. If you ever need my help I'm always here. Just can't do much but teach. Big hugs my brother. 💖 thank God for family.

I pray others here on AU can do the same. We need everyone who can to give to this family member who is willing to work so hard for us.
I've sent the fiat through Venmo. Its not much but its what I can do right now. I wish I could help with a car but I'm sure someone here could donate one. As soon as the market crashes and banks fail I'll buy you a fuckin car. Promise. 💗

I'm having trouble with venmo it's not showing up so I had to email them just now. Ugh. This day can't get any worse. 😭
Thank you Ramon 💖 I really appreciate your kindness.