Kathy I completely get it. My wife and I mostly stay home, do winter chores as required, read and study scripture, watch related studies, and do group studies 2xs per week. I rarely show up on here anymore. Go shopping as needed to refresh and replenish supplies. Never eat out, a few years now. We see a time where the fires should not be allowed to go out. Be always ready, always watchful paying attention to all things.
In the blink of an eye, don't miss it.
Be always in faith. You are not alone.
God bless.