I actually mixed an alcoholic beverage at 10:30 am today and started drinking...yeah this is extremely out of character for me. I started writing again on the third day 2 hours before sunrise today and just stopped. I cried hard probably 5 times at least n the process. I am not suicidal. I just tied everyone together legally by provable liability from my local agencies to the actual state government here in what was unlawfully executed on my character and life pursuing happiness. I have all the capability to pull the pin on an enormous grenade that will blast barbed lawfully irreversible shrapnel into an enormous manifold entity and corporate chain party involvement of corruption and it will easily be far easier to pay some two-bit junkie to shut me the fuck up for 10's of thousands than pay the muli millions I am asking in damages and am able to provide beyond ANY doubt I am owed fully and rightfully. Rough weekend already and just started...wish me luck!

Go with God!

I just put a multi-agency bullseye on my face locally...for MANY agencies even a very wealthy private one.