Mirror Mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all?

Intense and desperate cry to matter.
Figured out the territory to possess bc of God's purpose for me.
But, the 'fear' of being in competition with the ones on my territory (family members) - leave me confused on how to push forwards.
How to LET GO of the inner competition and KNOW His power in me gets me to next step. In spirit and not in flesh - or I am right back where I started.

help me GOD- YOU are my strength and help in day of trouble. You set my feet on the ground in a very expansive place.