Pissed level 11 on a scale of 1-10. So much rage. The lies, the pure evil, the idiots that can't see evil.
Ugh
5 days ago the roomate decided to get drunk, stay drunk
Me: clean again 90+ days
We got in a scuffle
He pushed
I fell awkwardly
Left foot messed up
Getting to the dr not as easy as it sounds
But I think I have the energy and clear head now
It's like I'm in a trauma bubble
Violence is not my thing
Hard for me to "commit" even when attacked
I fear letting the rage loose
Wound up in fetal position after the fall begging God to help us
Felt so whimpy
I'm just trying to hang on until the flip
Or until the RV
Feel like I'm in a deeper lonelier state of hell
I wonder how many other of WeThePeople feel trapped within a trap within a trap?
I'm not the only one
Wish I had a Truther roomie
But just a safe place for me and my dogs
God bless all WeThePeople
hang in there!
each day is a battle, every hour survived is a victory!
you're most definitely not alone in this hell we find ourselves in but try to find heaven where you can!
💛
https://youtu.be/-btTC-bepAk
Sadhguru on the Lost Concept of Heaven - YouTube
Taken from JRE #1791 w/Sadhguru:https://open.spotify.com/episode/0zN02uiYg9KUwYs4JY8Nwg?si=4949dc358a8d4c7a
