And I said, βHere am I. Send me!" π
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. π I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well π
I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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And I said, βHere am I. Send me!" π
Thank you for understanding and being here for me Joey, it's reassuring and very comforting to feel truly supported instead of having to fend for myself. πππ€
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And I said, βHere am I. Send me!" π
My favorite part of that chart is helping others, it has always lifted my mood doing that, goes hand in hand very well with the pages of my devotional I went through yesterday, it was about serving others through prayer. ππ
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"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
Love You All So Much. God Bless You..πβ€οΈ
MEME LIBERATOR, ANON JOURNALIST, PATROIT -Z WE DONT BEND WE DON'T BREAK AND WE SURE DONT DRINK THE KOOL AID WWG1WGA πΈ
Lover of God, family, and countryβ€οΈPrayers always for our military, President Trump and all Patriots around the world. God bless you all.
thank you, Joey. We are so blessed to have you here with usπI am here if needed as well. prayers, love hope and compation for all.
And I said, βHere am I. Send me!" π
Makes total sense! Ready and willing to help wherever I'm needed! I'm glad you're here with us Joey it's like having a protective brother! πππ€
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