Ego should have no place, in the heart of man! Numquam Cedere -Never Surrender ***5 Year Active Duty Veteran- Operation Desert Fox.
Nana, Direct Internal connection to God, WWG1WWA, MAGA, Angels are here already #FightLikeGodIsBesideYou
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Some good advice.
Finding God in my own experience came in levels.
I was saved in church at 12 and by saved I mean the spirit of God came into me quite physically and emotionally.
I have always known Jesus and have always believed in and felt God in my life.
When I bled out & had NDE in my 20's I was in God's presence & learned what we really are>infinite fractals of God. I learned that God is not the grandfather figure floating in the clouds we have been led to believe, He literally everything everywhere, and CAN be any form He likes.
Everyday since then has been bonus days for me. You can ask my daughter, I really thought for yrs that once my kids were grown and on their own my time here would be up.
I was prepared for that for yrs, was fine with it.Then when my son died about a yr after graduating Pharmacy school, I not only grieved him but I couldn't understand why God took him instead of me.Once the 2 of them were born I thought God sent me back to...
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Nana, Direct Internal connection to God, WWG1WWA, MAGA, Angels are here already #FightLikeGodIsBesideYou
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I thought God had just sent me back long enough to get my 2 kids raised up, I believed that was the purpose of throwing me back.
After that my relationship with God changed yet again to another level. I was never mad at God for taking my children. I understood where they went. Sometimes I felt guilty not really understanding why him instead of me. I was ready and he had a little girl here, but God saw me thr the hardest thing in my life I ever had to do.
It was very hard when I lost the newborn twins, but when I lost my boy I had for 28 yrs, it was only thro God holding my hand that I was able to climb out of the deep dark pit that throws every parent into, sorry Dad's but Mother's are worse.
For yrs I did not understand what God's purpose was for me now, until he threw down a lightening bolt in the shape of a cross with a baby under it & DEMANDED I pay attention.
This connecting to the actual God consciousness the last 4yrs has been a huge jump in levels. Now I understa
Ego should have no place, in the heart of man! Numquam Cedere -Never Surrender ***5 Year Active Duty Veteran- Operation Desert Fox.
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I have always had some abilities - seeing things before they happen, and an awareness of other worldly things. I have been awake since 1984 in varying degrees. I knew about the Illuminuttis back then.
In the early 90's I knew about Fritz Springmier and MK programming.
I have been fully awake since about 1995.
Most of my time is spent researching and trying to make sense of life.
I have never doubted God being present in my life.
For me.... since age 5. God is real and we, who have walked with Him for many, many years - know this. His presence was very strong at moments of great pain in my life and He stood by me in my wrong choices bringing me back on track. He never left me alone to walk through anything in my life that He didn't provide an answer. With the keen spirit of discernment He blesses me with, He shows me what work needs to be done - what Word of His needs to be spoken and He will even tell me to be silent and watch - that His Word is a pearl of great price and even though that WORD is for everyone - not everyone will keep it close to their heart and polished for the pearl it is. He doesn't cast His Word before swine where it's trampled.
He was there when my sons died and later when my grandsons died and He was there when I was in the MRI tube and Satan came to buffet my undying faith. The Spirit of the Lord came upon me and out came HIS WORD in warfare battle that cleared that MRI Lab of staff.
Ego should have no place, in the heart of man! Numquam Cedere -Never Surrender ***5 Year Active Duty Veteran- Operation Desert Fox.
Holy Cow! You have been through a lot!
One of my fondest memories of childhood was standing looking at the sun. It wasn't too bright, but in the deep orange light, I felt complete bliss. SOmehow I knew it was God, and it has always reminded me I am not alone.
Thank you for sharing some very hard life situations you have been through. We walk the road, together!
Graphic Artist & Illustrator - Authorized Minister - US Navy Wife - Former Instructor - US NAVY TAP - CEO - Proud Patriot - #Arkansas
You have been a blessing to me - MUCH - on AU. I know I'm still here for a reason but both times it wasn't for anything other than "TELL THEM ABOUT ME". The Macedonian Call. I remember telling Him - I WILL DO IT.
"We walk this road together and you will not even smell of smoke when you reach the end." A promise He gave me in 2012 at Obama's 2nd term win. He had already shown me. in 2004, future glimpses of our military on the streets.... National Guard and US Army. I didn't know until 2017 what it even meant - but was very aware that our lives were going to change and change FAST. Here we are!
God loves us so much He sent the answers we needed - a few good men who call Him Father.
Graphic Artist & Illustrator - Authorized Minister - US Navy Wife - Former Instructor - US NAVY TAP - CEO - Proud Patriot - #Arkansas
When they pulled me from that MRI tube - all the staff was gone and a lone doctor was in attendance. He sat on the chair next to the bed and said, "I haven't heard anyone do spiritual battle like that since I was a teenager in church". (It frightened the staff who didn't know God.)
My life is a very good life with Christ Jesus by my side. The evil I've watched both in spirit and out is real and no manner of persuasion would give a person the insight that only God can give. I just had to SHOW them Jesus and have for decades.
Q is right - "... you have to show them".
I've died twice and each time Jesus was there. It's indescribable in English words - safe to say it's real and it changes you as it should. I never stop talking about the Godhead and where home is. I'm just an Ambassador passing through.
Love you all.
