What I call

helplessness

the absolutely worst haunting

At some point
gotta let the dreams go
let outcomes go
just let things happen
let people be

try and just be

Some mught say these things as if they are easy
or simple

I find it difficult
and I wonder why it's necessary
this outward and inner purging

but this is a trauma-based world
the lies "here" before I "got here"

I am not "of this world"
but where is Home?
and how do I get there?

helplessness sucks
it can be funny, too, as an observer,
just not to the participant
at least at first