To some of us, our life as it stands, is over, until change happens.

We committed to fighting for the cause and lost everything under the misdirection that big happenings were only around the corner.

I live in Ireland and to be honest, some days I desire to see the new world is not enough to maintain my will to live. My mother is all that keeps me here.

There are factors of my own life that make this far more difficult for me. Those factors being that I'm awake for 20 years, and another factor being that these are important years of my life that I'm missing. I'm watching everybody get married and get houses to settle down, while I live in my mother's spare bedroom.

So, would I like to see just ONE FUCKING THING that the normies would find strange, or, just ONE FUCKING THING that could pass the suffering over to the normies and give me a break from this agony for a day or two, yes, yes I would.

That's not being a blackpill, that's just the very very basics.