Despite that I tried to show my family (specifically, my parents, the only one that won't shut me off completely) what I learned, they still haven't accept it yet. I was judged for thinking too far off. Instead of abandoning them for not waking up or align the thinking cap, I stayed with them (forcing myself into it at time). The sharp feeling that they will need someone to talk to when this all blows over kept waving back to me.

I know the truth with come out, it's just matter of God's time.