I was 7yrs old and even i wondered what the actual fuck!? NOTHING made sense to me as a child. I rejected nearly all orthodox teachings and walked around clueless....with no idea how right i was to doubt....but doubt i did. Noone understood where all my weirdness came from and i couldnt explain "the feeling" i had. But feel i did. It was inherant in me and so deep i couldnt handle most things most people engaged in excitedly. I was the kid who was no fun. BUT because i was funny and said clever things people liked me. Because i was well behaved teachers praised me...and wondered allowed to my parents "wtf"? I was fairly bright but struggled academically...until i began to learn music at 11yrs old. By 19 i was playing with musicians in front of people which i loved since we performed for our parents at 11....its all i got. The Manson girls crawling down the street to the courthouse pretty much blew my mind. The Nixon drama and pardon messed me up as it rendered the last two yrs moot. 🧐

,that doubt [they] again fuel into further separating you from God,Jesus conciousness and your self and peers
I found my self not doubting but knowing it was fake and or was lacking information
I would question everything,and when they used personal attacks by removing me all together
I would have a confirmed notion that questioning authority was getting me closer to the truth i was asking for intuatively ofc bcs no one really was saying yes your on to something here, but just removing me from schools..i could not doubt what was habbening 😂it was clear as day, questions was busting "the case" wide open
,but I was born 1982 so I believe your gens doubt and hardships there in your time, made way for ours to question and have more space to further cultivate truth, for that I Thank You and your gens worQ, WWG1WGA and all💌🌠

Im impressed at how u percieved their reactions and felt like u were on to something. I NEVER believed the BS but had no idea "they" were all behind it. And i certainly had no idea why i just KNEW it wasnt True...i just did. As i began to research many yrs ago into history i was always disappointed in the outcomes of every effort to bring positive change. All fucking lies!!! (pardon my language please) It angered me and that fueled my discontent to extremes...im pretty passionate and that wasnt always expressed gracefully. In contrast to that im a jovial guy with lotsa jokes...love to laff and bring laughter...but i WILL speak up and bring disharmony at the drop of a dime. My Gemini sun sign is usually credited...i disagree....or they say i must be hungry. lol ...i just cannot allow statements i completely disagree with go unchallenged. Plus i love debate. Im a master debater! 😆 U rock Ellen!!!👏🧐
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