Charlie Ward will of course say "It wasn't me, it was my sources."
Well I understand that Charlie. But maybe people need to stop listening to you since your "sources" are apparently so miserably lame.
(Personally I thought he was a BS artist first time I watched him and haven't watched since, until today. I wanted to see what everyone was going on about. I allowed myself to believe him about 10%. Shame on me.)
I have been exactly where you are, especially after the20th. i an giving it till April 1st then join the militias because if we get that far my guess everything else failed